27 September 2010

tunggu...


...sampai jadi tunggul.

p/s : tak perlu rasanya.persetankan.aku letih.putus asa.aku boleh berjalan sendiri.

25 September 2010

of a house that not a home.


There, there's a house. The experience of survival is the key. There is where I learnt how adventure a life could be.

22 September 2010

goodluck GITA!!


KEMBALI DULU


MASA : 8:30 MALAM
TARIKH : 23 SEPTEMBER 2010
TEMPAT : DEWAN DARUL MAKMUR IPG TENGKU AMPUAN AFZAN

21 September 2010

never mind.


i love this bangle!


p/s : friend, people talk because they never have the thing.

19 September 2010

What does it mean, girl..?


Is it because of the gravity of love?

p/s : sick and tired of all the questions left unanswered.

17 September 2010

[ ]




















emptiness.

15 September 2010

so...we're agree to disagree.


Pick the pieces up. Won't you?

13 September 2010

13-09-2010. Thank God that I'm still breathing and know that so is she.

Thank you so much for everything, everything, everything either you know it or you don't.

Sorry for all my mistakes, my sins. Well, I'm not a good girl. Not even will be. This is what I am, I told you before. So, to forget me, is up to you. But, to forget you, I will never do.
p/s : you know who you are.

10 September 2010

ayah dan kamera..


Baru-baru ini aku tahu teman baikku sudah ada kamera idaman dia.
Gembira dengan itu.
Aku cuma ada Canon PowerShot A470 7.1mp.
Itupun pemberian ayah sejak Kembara Visual PSV semester 3.
Tapi tak mengapa.
Utamakan yang utama.
Biar cuma kompak, tapi jasanya banyak.

Ekonomi membataskan impian.
Aku,senyum kelat.

***

Ayah letak sebilah parang ke atas sekeping cermin sebuah mesin, ayah selubung dengan kain putih, ayah tekan butang 'power'.
Selepas parang, kapak.
Selepas kapak, entah apa lagi.
Kesemua barang kes tersebut ayah fotostat!
Kenapa tak ambil gambar saja?
Awal tahun 2000 dulu mana ada instant camera.
Digital camera, jauh sekali.
Yang ada, cuma analog camera yang guna filem tu.
Proses cucinya makan masa sedangkan kerja ayah penuh protokol dan kertas siasatan perlu diserah tepat pada masa.
Itupun kalau filem tersebut sudah penuh dengan negatif gambar.
Kalau belum, rugi.

Ekonomi pernah membataskan impiannya.
Aku, antara sebak dan gelak.

Banyak kali juga ayah buat kegiatan tu.
Rupa-rupanya kucing pun dia pernah fotostat juga gara-gara terlalu sayangkan haiwan tu.
Buang tebiat betul......
Meleleh-leleh air mata kawan-kawan ayah ketawakan dia.
ahahahahahahahahahaha
Ok, sudah-

06 September 2010

enigma_return to innocence


Love (Love, Love)
Devotion (Devotion, Devotion)
Feeling (Feeling, Feeling)
Emotion (Emotion, Emotion)

Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence

The return to innocence

If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny

Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence

That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence

04 September 2010

s e t m e a p a r t


refuse to keep my eyes shut-


p/s : i had a dream about her again and again and again..

darjah

 
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